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  <title>Nobody's Home</title>
  <subtitle>So nobody minds</subtitle>
  <author>
    <name>C</name>
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  <updated>2019-01-07T01:57:16Z</updated>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2015-07-19:2425461:5153</id>
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    <title>Allbingo Dec 2018 (wip)</title>
    <published>2018-12-04T04:06:51Z</published>
    <updated>2018-12-04T04:06:51Z</updated>
    <category term="fic"/>
    <category term="allbingo"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;Home From School&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;Walking&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;A World Without Summer&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;Visiting Family&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;Procrastination&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;Indoor Sports&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;Sidewalk Chalk&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;Nostalgia&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;Party Time!&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;Sweat&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;Vacation Planning&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;Cramming Activities&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;FREE SPACE&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;Summer Friend(s)&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;Picnic&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;Beaches&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;Chilling&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;Writing&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;Boredom (Irritating)&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;When Summer Ends&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;Managing Free Time&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;Antipodean Summer&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;Heat&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;"That One Summer"&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border:1px solid #000000; height:10em; width:10em; text-align:center; background-color:#FFFFFF; color:#000000;"&gt;Anticipating Summer&lt;/td&gt;
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2015-07-19:2425461:4887</id>
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    <title>I bring hurricanes</title>
    <published>2018-09-13T02:53:43Z</published>
    <updated>2018-09-13T02:55:33Z</updated>
    <category term="original"/>
    <category term="shitty poetry"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;font face="courier new"&gt;&lt;u&gt;I Bring Hurricanes&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;                                                &lt;br /&gt;Catastrophic winds&lt;br /&gt;poverty underwater &lt;br /&gt;a life left behind&lt;br /&gt;left him behind, too&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;name them after people: &lt;br /&gt;Harvey, Irma, Florence&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hurricane&lt;br /&gt;you left me lying there&lt;br /&gt;on the hardwood floor&lt;br /&gt;silent vaulted ceilings&lt;br /&gt;a bottle of pills&lt;br /&gt;two&lt;br /&gt;three&lt;br /&gt;a creature’s soft fur&lt;br /&gt;innocent eyes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(I breathe for him) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hurricane &lt;br /&gt;the devil on your lips&lt;br /&gt;God’s lies in your heart&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hurricane&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I love, I love, I love&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hurricane&lt;br /&gt;(I hurt him with a killer’s malice) &lt;br /&gt;(You should’ve seen it) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hurricane&lt;br /&gt;and you won’t come to my door&lt;br /&gt;and you spit with righteous indignation&lt;br /&gt;hurricanes of empty apologies&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fourteen hours on the road&lt;br /&gt;look, there&lt;br /&gt;Knoxville&lt;br /&gt;(We have no time to stop) &lt;br /&gt;and he told me&lt;br /&gt;of all the boys who loved him&lt;br /&gt;that he will never love&lt;br /&gt;fourteen hours on the road&lt;br /&gt;he wouldn’t share my bed&lt;br /&gt;my tears, a repellent &lt;br /&gt;my pain is folly&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(Will I ever see you again?) &lt;br /&gt;(Probably not. Well. Good luck.) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hurricane &lt;br /&gt;tension in my jaw&lt;br /&gt;tightening of blood vessels&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I   am&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;d i s s a s s o c i a t i n g&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hurricane&lt;br /&gt;I love, I love, I love&lt;br /&gt;(and I hate) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One bottle of pills&lt;br /&gt;just the one&lt;br /&gt;my tears are 83-foot waves&lt;br /&gt;they are&lt;br /&gt;torrential winds&lt;br /&gt;flash floods spilling over your doorstep&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I bring destruction&lt;br /&gt;but I&lt;br /&gt;I will not be destroyed&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There are hurricanes in you&lt;br /&gt;my curs-ed god-child&lt;br /&gt;tell me&lt;br /&gt;how the devil brings you storms&lt;br /&gt;(and I will laugh at you) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Next one’s the big one&lt;br /&gt;I can taste it on my tongue.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=pendancy&amp;ditemid=4887" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2015-07-19:2425461:4717</id>
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    <title>wip</title>
    <published>2018-08-01T18:33:40Z</published>
    <updated>2019-01-07T01:57:16Z</updated>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://pendancy.dreamwidth.org/4717.html#cutid1"&gt;in-progress&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=pendancy&amp;ditemid=4717" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2015-07-19:2425461:4211</id>
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    <title>fffc bingo card (in-progress)</title>
    <published>2018-03-06T18:17:49Z</published>
    <updated>2018-03-06T18:19:48Z</updated>
    <category term="death note"/>
    <category term="fffc"/>
    <category term="fic"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
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&lt;td style="border: 1px solid #900; vertical-align:middle" width="20%"&gt;unlucky&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border: 1px solid #900; vertical-align:middle" width="20%"&gt;The trial&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border: 1px solid #900; vertical-align:middle" width="20%"&gt;newborn&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;td style="border: 1px solid #900; vertical-align:middle" width="20%"&gt;allergy&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border: 1px solid #900; vertical-align:middle" width="20%"&gt;wildcard&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border: 1px solid #900; vertical-align:middle" width="20%"&gt;&lt;a href="https://imgur.com/zdzNgz0"&gt;&lt;img src="https://i.imgur.com/zdzNgz0s.jpg" title="source: imgur.com" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;td style="border: 1px solid #900; vertical-align:middle" width="20%"&gt;Five more minutes&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border: 1px solid #900; vertical-align:middle" width="20%"&gt;shadow&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td style="border: 1px solid #900; vertical-align:middle" width="20%"&gt;yellow&lt;/td&gt;
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2015-07-19:2425461:3868</id>
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    <title>pendancy @ 2017-01-05T10:04:00</title>
    <published>2017-01-05T16:11:39Z</published>
    <updated>2017-01-05T16:11:39Z</updated>
    <category term="reading"/>
    <category term="public"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">I should start actually using this journal. The original purpose for it was to keep a fandom/media journal separate from my primary because there's &lt;i&gt;way&lt;/i&gt; too much personal stuff in it for new friends. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That said: I made one New Year's Resolution and it's (possibly) pretty easy to accomplish. I will not purchase a single e-book or hardcopy until I've cleaned out my Kindle and read everything on my bookshelf. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Right now, I'm on &lt;i&gt;Mr. Monster&lt;/i&gt; which is the second in a series, the first being, &lt;i&gt;I Am Not a Serial Killer&lt;/i&gt;. The movie picked up some traction and was good for what it was. It was kind of hard to translate a book like that into film due to the sheer amount of introspection. They conveyed it well enough but it was nowhere near complete. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;/rambling&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I'll keep mostly everything here public with my fic buried behind locks as it should be.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=pendancy&amp;ditemid=3868" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2015-07-19:2425461:1801</id>
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    <title>pendancy @ 2037-11-02T13:04:00</title>
    <published>2016-11-02T18:13:06Z</published>
    <updated>2016-11-03T19:26:35Z</updated>
    <category term="buggo"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src="http://i68.tinypic.com/11h85cp.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;Hello.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=pendancy&amp;ditemid=1801" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2015-07-19:2425461:1570</id>
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    <title>pendancy @ 2016-10-31T07:43:00</title>
    <published>2016-10-31T12:44:37Z</published>
    <updated>2016-10-31T12:44:37Z</updated>
    <category term="feats of strength"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Is it improper to wear a costume to the gym on Halloween&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=pendancy&amp;ditemid=1570" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2015-07-19:2425461:1374</id>
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    <title>pendancy @ 2016-10-29T08:38:00</title>
    <published>2016-10-29T13:40:17Z</published>
    <updated>2016-10-29T13:40:17Z</updated>
    <category term="musica"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;iframe width="200" height="200" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/gbibTtFezOk" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen"&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;&lt;small&gt;&lt;b&gt;13:39&lt;/b&gt; takes me somewhere I need to be&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=pendancy&amp;ditemid=1374" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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